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nicole291   in reply to sweetde   on

jobs answering questions

Hello sweetde, Did you mean you are working from home? I have been looking for a job online...I already got scammed from SMC. Now I owe my Bank $50. And SMC. I think to a collections for $475. I tried contacting them, but got no answers.
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nicole291  

About Me

Hello again, I haven't been on here much. I have been very depressed and lost interest in my daily interests. I have had a lot going on...My Doctor reffered me to mental hospital 2 hours from where I live for my depression, anxity, and post traumatic disorder. I do not realy care about going..It has been a struggle with the long ride and them trying to find a different medicine for these disabilities. I just am trying to get over my 2nd or 3rd time of being sick with pneumonia. It also effects me mentally to have them seeing different doctors every visit. It has been awful!!!And where I have been denied Disability services I now am waiting to have a Hearing with administrators and Judge. I have a lot of triggers that set me off and I get VERY Emotional, Aggressive and Irritated easily. I am going to all appointments, but they are not scheduled enough for me it is not as much as they should be. When ever I call the mental hospital I feel like they do not listen. Now it is even hard to see my Councilor. I do get a lot of support from my mom and the nurses at my Primary Doctor. I sleep at night and usually have to take a long nap a few hours after I wake up. I do not feel very well half the time and keep getting a lot of illnesses.I try not to worry but is VERY hard. My mind is just spinning around and have had a lot of memory problems. I am trying to fight my hardest with a daily living. Thank you for listening and God Bless this world we live in!!!
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nicole291  

Aidpage Open Letter: Stuggli

To the attention of:

Barack Obama, US President;
Paul LePage, Governor of Maine;
US Senators from Maine: Olympia J. Snowe, Susan M. Collins;
US Representatives from Maine: Chellie Pingree, Michael H. Michaud;
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To whom it may concern, I am a 29 year old female. I have applied for Diability due to my health conditions. I have been diagnosed with COPD, Bipolar, Anxiety and Depression. I am currently enrolled at Ashford University College, but took  a month break due to being depressed. I have been losing interest in all of my interests. I use a neubulizer 2 to 3 times a day. I even struggle with using that!!! I have already got the attention of our Govenor, and have heard nothing. I have social anxiety and get very  aggressive with certain people. I try to keep it to myself and vent alone or with my councelor. I  also am a recovering addict and have been sober for 1 year and 1 month. I have a lot of dillusions. Lately I have been sleeping a lot and every month I go to the doctor every month I lose weight. I used to weigh 117 pounds now I am down to 93 pounds..And nobody knows what to do. I got refferred to Acadia, a mental institute, which I dislike and just talking about it makes me very upset. I do not know why I have gotten denied for benefits. Myer Disability appealed my case. I have no income and receive Foodstamps, which helps a little. I have a lot of manic episodes and my family never knows what to say that may trigger me to get aggressive or upset. I do not even have a social life and do not have a lot of friends. My mom is very supportive and can control me sometimes. I ask her when I have a choice or decision to make and she will help with what I do. I feel like I am dying inside and out. Like I have nothing to live for but my family. I get sick a lot and hate going to our Emergency Room. Some doctors do not have a clue where I am recovering addict they think I want drugs, Well thats what I assume. I just want to be able to live my life sober. I still struggle day to day but know now how and what it does to my mind and body. Sometimes I get this weird feeling and I feel like I am living in a day dream. I need a living necissity income. I live off bottles and cans. I trey to excersise but am very weak and can not walk as fare as I used too. I always have to use an inhaler or neubulizer afterwards. My symptoms are ruining my life......I understand I  am young esp[ecially for COPD...and sometimes I don't even get out of bed. I do not want to bve disabled but the facts are there!!!!I want to get a life back!!!!Maybe finish College, get my own home, get out of debt and maybe start a business. Right now I struggle.......

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nicole291  

Student

I am a 29 year old Student, I had to take a break due to my mental health issues. I filled out a FAFSA for Financial Aid. I didn't get as much as the school said I would, but I received a loan from Fed Loan that has to be repaid when I get done College. I have applied for scholorships through Fast Web and Scholorship Zone. A lot of information I have found is if you have children....I do not. I have heard your credit score can affect your money, which mine is not much. I advise to find the correct college and speak with Financial Advisor. That is what I did. I am trying to do it on my own. I do not have a steady income, which I would love to work online.
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nicole291   in reply to ebutterfly   on

Husband ran away with money no goodbye just went to work and dissapeared.

 in response to ebutterfly...   That is Good. I am trying to get my Bachelors but just started in February. Good Luck with job and God Bless
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nicole291   in reply to Boots70   on

DESPERATE SINGLE MOM IN NEED!!!

Nice to meet you,I am so sorry to hear your situation...I know kind of how you feel, but I have No Income.and no children.....I have not heard of any organizations but if you do can you let me know. I am a single 29 year old. I am going to College, but if you apply for a loan they want about 3 references...I hate taking out loans... Maybe you could trey that Sallie May has low interest rates.I think you could talk to a financial representive. My heart goes out to you and your child!!!God Bless
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nicole291   in reply to nicole291   on

About Nicole29keke

 in response to montedreams...   It is nice that you are a good listener. I also had a very good childhood, though my mom and dad got a divorce when I was at an early age...I also have a very kind, caring loving mother. I would be lost without her!!!I seen a specialist last Wednesday. I am being reffered to a psychit.rist..and a neurologist...I have been feeling better and just started college back up!!! I know my Grandfather is in Heaven watching down on me.
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nicole291   in reply to nicole291   on

About Nicole29keke

 in response to montedreams...   Thank you so much, I am struggling with Health issues and could use some positive support, so thanks again!!!
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nicole291   in reply to mmjrsj   on

Please help

Hello Sorry to here about your situation...Have you looked for any Low Income Assistance Programs? I also have a b$340 electric Bill and Department of Human Service told me to go to Town Office Or try Wish upon A hero
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nicole291   in reply to mmjrsj   on

Please help

Hello Sorry to here about your situation...Have you looked for any Low Income Assistance Programs? I also have a b$340 electric Bill and Department of Human Service told me to go to Town Office.
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nicole291   in reply to nicole291   on

About Nicole29keke

I just started an IOP (Intense Outpatient Program) so far I love it!!! It is 3 days a week and 9 hours each week. We will be learning who we are and why we do the things we do. Not to mention eating healthy and excersise.
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nicole291   in reply to The Wizard   on

Government Grants

 in response to DDAy...   Hello, Thank you for the info and replying... I never thought about I would have been receiving mail. I do scans with my microsoft.
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nicole291   in reply to nicole291   on

Struggling

 in response to Need_yeshua...   Thank you for replying Mike, I should have explained it more I have always believed in Jesus, Yes I did accept him into my life and thanked him for
his work and support so far, I was just asking him keep his faith in me and continue to do his plans for me., to open my heart and give me a better relationship with him..If that makes sense??? It is kind of hard to explain.. I saw him opening his arms to me and I have had this warm loving inner sensation in my chest ever since the hypnotizme. I have been struggling with my mental and physical issues and accepted him, and just want to better my relationship with him..I am struggling with love, relationships and understanding Life...
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nicole291  

Struggling

Hello, I am a 29 year old female trying to continue my education and looking for a LEGIT online income. I have some disabilities and have been denied so I am working with Myler Disability to appeal my case...I have no job and am a recovering addict. I go to counceling and just got hypnotized to accept that Jesus will give me patience, guidenance, confidence and his everlasting Love. I am feeling closer to my Holy Spiriit. I just need to figure out how to worry less and LISTEN...I am LUCKY to have such a supportive group of Family, Councelors, Doctors and Nurses. May God Bless us all and Never leave nor forsake us!!!
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nicole291  

Loans

I would try Salle Mae.com
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nicole291   in reply to The Wizard   on

Government Grants

Hello, I am a 29 female student. I have confirmation numbers for a grant at USFinancial.com... Does anyone know if it's a scam because when I click to accept confirmation it takes me to the same website I have already been to SEVERAL times???
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nicole291   in reply to nicole291   on

Student Loans

 in response to John Smith...   When I reply to them it takes me to the same webpage I signed up for...Like US Financial Source and nobody gets back to me.. They don't c all me they just keep sending me emails that I may have been approved for a stimulous grant.I try and email them back but they don't answer my questions of what to do with the confirmation number...
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nicole291  

Student Loans

I have beenb looking for Grants and get all these Ticket and Confirmation numbers but don't know what to do with them???I just received a Loan From Sallie Mae webpage in the amount of $1,640...
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nicole291  

Disability

I am 29 year old female with C.O.P.D, Bipolar and Manic Depression.
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nicole291  

Low Income

Maine needs more Legit Low Income Programs
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